1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten Things about Yourself

1. I played 3 shows with the Dallas Brass
2. I wish I could get over it and move the fuck on...
3. I have nightmares and phobia's about being lonely...
4. I am constantly trying to keep my family atleast semi together...
5. I may be the middle child, but I've always been the oldest daughter...
6. Asking me over and over what's wrong makes me iiritated....
7. I hate telling people something that I KNOW will upset them...
8. My younger sister is going to spill my biggest secret...
9. I sometimes wish I wasn't ME.
10. I hate it when HE comes up in our conversations...

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10) I am trying as hard as I possibly can without causing myself physical damage... I hate it when you ask me what's wrong when I try so hard to not show when somethings wrong. I hate it that you didnt tell me sonner- that whenever I asked you told me No... I hate it that whenever this comes up I'M THE ONE APOLOGIZING... I hate feeling like the bad guy when I want to let go just as much as you... The first time was anguish and torture and took me nearly 3 MONTHS or more... it's fucked up... and I'm sorry I can't magically make it go away.... we're falling apart and it sucks ass and I know it's all-my-fault.

9) I can't imagine going through all of this without you-- you see me ALL the time and we're like sisters man! Even if you control my penis growth XDD It's funny how you're not blood related and yet you're more a sis to me than the other two witches...

8) I wish everyone would stop getting so upset over Roleplay-- I'm not the one taking it too seriously.... And it's really fucked up how I'm the one she gets upset at when I'm just trying to keep things moving... I want to make everyone happy-- So I just gave up on trying to create good ideas... Hell-- even some of my rare ones get passed RIGHT over... I don't care what goes down- I'll follow as best I can-- if I mess up-- DONT FUCKING BITCH AT ME!! It hurts like a son=of=gun.... and I feel like I let everyone down...

7) I wish I could come to you like you tell other parents I can... I wish I could tell you alot of things that have happened-- I wish I didnt have to cry about letting you down- and I really wish you didn't make such dissapointed faces when I can't meet the status quo...

6) Thank you for moving out- that's one less problem for me to handle. You may be the oldest but you were never the Eldest or wisest or the most responsible... as much as you wish you could sugar coat it-- I was the reason you never got your ass kicked by mom.

5) You're spoiled and inconsiderate-- you and mum never notice all the effort I put in to keeping us as close as we are-- all you ever see is the Television program you're watching. You wanna know why I never talk to you? Try not being such a bitch the next time a construction staple goes 2 inches into my foot!!

4) I don't love you- I love the brothers and sisters you've given to me-- Even if your cruella De vil wife doesnt like me--

3) You're such a mean little fishy~ But I absolutely adore you~ Ahh~ You swim so adorablely~!! 8D Live long ~!!

2) YOUR FACE ... that is all.

1) I love you more than anything in the world- I may be a cinderella but You're my prince~ (even if we are both girls XD) -- You make everything terrible go away, and I can never deny you... you always know jst what to say and your timing is incredible... I want to be with you until the Robots dance beneath the sea~ with the submarines and the one fish two fish red fish blue fish~ <3 beep boop bop <3


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

1. Be genuine
2. Don't tell me you're better than me at everything...
3. Accept me for me
4. Understand that I am VERY open
5. Don't treat me like an object or a slave
6. Not trying to coax me, force me, trick me- into sex
7. Listen and don't be crude or rude-- we can take turns talking about ourselves- not just you.
8. Love me-- it's all I want...

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

7) "Fuck shit man, fuck shit..."
6) "...well maybe i don't wanna talk about it..."
5) "...is that all we can do now?..."
4) "...so what if girls like girls and boys like boys-- It's called LOVE..."
3) "what if I'm too afraid to say..."
2) "Leave me alone...please... just leave me alone..."
1) "-mushy mushy mushy mushy-"

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

5) Waldo
4) Niko
3) Izuru
2) Francy Pants
1) *EVERYONE*((Et: Prussia, Korea, Rukia, Ichigo, Bya-chan, Hisagi-senpai, etc etc etc)

FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

5) Pompeii - (some awesome classical group)
4) Epica
3) Gary Stadler's Dream Spell (( AMAZING!! ))
2) Chase Coy
1) *other amazingly awesome classical rock music*

I tag:
Everyone and Anyone...